| | Current Music: | Megalomaniac ~ Incubus | | Security: | | | Subject: | My Summer thus far. | | Time: | 11:29 pm | | Current Mood: |  blah |
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| | other than being stabbed in the foot, getting a broken/dislocated toe, and being sick at the oddest moments....i'm doing pretty good.... I'm in town this summer for a change... its kinda odd... kinda boring...i always thought it was more interesting here with all of my friends than it is in Michigan...guess not... thats why i've already been there once, andi'm going out again... Megan and I are taking a roadtrip (her paretns are driving, but, her and i are shooting for her and i to go, just us, next year.).... I cant get ahold of Patrick to see when his grad party is, so i can make sure i make it.... which remeinds me, Patrick still owes me a playdate.... he said he'd go hang out with me since he couldnt take me to prom.... oh! and Whitney and I kinda started thinking about starting up a book club... i think that would be really neat-o. OH! i'm still trying to talk to Caleb about the thingy and the thing, but we've been so busy with work and graduation parties... he'll call and i'll be too busy to talk, and visa versa. Thats about it... its been pretty socially uneventful....but then agian, its only the begining of the summer... i've got time.... i hope. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | An Honest Mistake ~ The Bravery | | Security: | | | Time: | 09:32 pm | | Current Mood: |  drained |
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| | Been a while since i've gotten the chance to update... I've been busy.... i'm not sure anything i say in here will make sense, I've been awake since 5:30 Friday morning. after the concert on friday was the lock out, and by the time i got home, i onlky had like two hours before work so i decided just to stay up, and then i didnt get home till 2:30 this morning and didnt really even sleep, so, still awake.... I think i'm going to go to bed now though, my body is starting to shut down fast.... its intersting though... just.... all like BLAH and stuff... with no sleep and such.....oh! I kinda fell asleep... at star wars during the lock out... i mean, i actually watched the movie, but, Palmer (John)... him and i kinda curled up together and watched the movie...i kept sorta dozing off but never really fell asleep... after that we curled up on the bus cause i was cold (and like an idiot, left my sweatshirt in the car before we got on the busses) and he kept me warm....that was kinda neato.... Palmer isnt as crazy (crazy in my sense crazy) as i thought he was... he has more of a caring side than it seems....anyway, then we went and Sara, Billy, Palmer and I all bowled 300!! Yeah baby!... actually, there was a comp glitch where whatever we bowled showed up as a stike on the screen... so, we just kept going... funny thing is, i was so relaxed because it felt like i wasnt sucking... and for 6 of the frames, i actually bowled real strikes....kinda neato.. anyway, night | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | I Met a Girl ~ Wheat | | Security: | | | Subject: | nothing specific | | Time: | 12:35 pm | | Current Mood: |  complacent |
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| i hear prom was fun... i'm glad all of you had fun.... I had my own kind of fun.... which wasnt so bad...but next year, i'm definately going to try and go. I colored my hair... i went back to a redhead... except its kind of a dark red and not al ight red like before... which is okay, and there is one black streek in my bangs... but there are going to be more by the end of tonight. it'll look really neat-o.... Auntie Meg and Mama Hails know.
Band and Choir concerts coming up....I've found that my weekends are now booked till the end of the month. thats cool though... less work... except i now have to work everything around my schedule, because things keep popping up too late for me to put in my two weeks day-off notice. whatever, i'm getting a new job anyway.
i think i'm going to go home and sleep!... I dont ahve to work today so, it doesnt sound like a bad idea... then maybe i'll go to the gym and read my book... yes, at the same time... otherwise, the gym is boring.
OH! I did the race for the cure on sunday... and OMG I'll do it again... it was so neat... I really dont know exactly what to say... inspireing in a way... who knows... any of us girls could end up with breast cancer, and to think, that if If a cure is found... and then e end up getting cancer... I can say i contributed to finding the cure... idk, it was just a thought Ashley, Lindsay, and i thought of.
Speaking of the Race for the Cure... next year, we are planning on assembling a team to walk, so, if anyone wants to join, talk to me or Lindsay Meuissen(sp?)..(Varsity danceline Lindsay in my grade).
other than all that, the same old shite has been going on.... i've been missing Caleb (I shouldnt but i am)... and then just really busy with stuff.
well, I think I've writen enough. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Portions for Foxes ~ Rilo Kiley | | Security: | | | Time: | 08:21 pm | | Current Mood: | complacent |
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| | Brigadoon was good... the going out to Lakeville thing was bad.... i saw things i didnt want to....but, i'll get over it... Anthony and i had a civilized conversation... thats 3 of 3 exes i wanted to patch things up with... so, i'm doing good.... I"m not going to prom, couldnt get a date, and the more i thought about it, the more i didnt want to go... which is all cool, heck, i'll just sit aorund home and watch movies... good enough for me... uh.... nothing else going on.... just kinda... kicking back and working.... that and working on getting a new job.... bout time... NEVER WORK AT SUBWAY!!!....and at that, i'm going to leave. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| I forgot to post this in the last entry, so, here it is.
 The Caleb I know, My Caleb
 The Caleb that doesnt look too much like my Caleb
I personally think they look quite different... there are some features that look the same.. but... still.
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| | Current Music: | Crush ~ Gavin DeGraw | | Security: | | | Time: | 02:59 pm | | Current Mood: | Meh |
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| Cale cant take me to prom... "Cabaret" is playing at his HS and he's in it... so, I dunno I'm thinking of just not going now... mostly cause if i did go, i'd need a date within the next week so i can order my dress and get it here on time. i really dont want to talk about prom though, its somewhat depressing now.
I think things are going to be okay between me and Caleb. I went over to his house last night... (no not for the usual hardcore make-out session... we stopped that)... but, just to hang out. We laid on his floor and watched Requiem for a Dream... well, he watched it... I was dozing in and out of sleep... but, i was laying on my side with my back towards him... and next thing i know, his arm is around my waist... we just laid there... As much as i dont want it, i still get the feeling that that is where i belong. I'll grow out of the feeling, or atleast i hope i do... but he's worth the wait.
last evening i made rainbow jello with Megan... and Jake came over and then we all went to rent a movie... and then watched the movie... and yeah... it was fun... i missed my megan. SORRY I GOT QUIET THERE FOR A WHILE MEGS!
nothing much else to say really. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The World at Large ~ Modest Mouse | | Security: | | | Time: | 04:16 pm | | Current Mood: | sleepy |
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| Because I told everyone that i would post it, heres the link to my prom dress.
Prom Dress
there... because i love you all. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | a one and five-year old arguing | | Security: | | | Subject: | Happy Easter my ass! | | Time: | 03:09 pm | | Current Mood: |  aggravated |
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| | okay... I dont mind easter, its cool sometimes, and I LOVE the fact that I'm spending it with my mother that I rarely ever see... but the problem is... I was supposed to fly home today... yeah, that's worked REALLY well...I got up at 4am to catch a flight that would have gotten me in to MSP (minnesota) at 8am... and when we booked me on that flight, it was only over booked by 2... and thats not bad... i atleast had a very good chance to get on... then when we checked the flights via internet (mom works for NW so she has access) this morning... it ended up over booked by 30!... and I thought, screw this, i'm going back to bed... so them mom gets me up a little while later to try another flight that she noticed earlier... so i got dressed again and she checked it again... the plane got downsized (means they switched planes)... and what was over-booked by 5 was now over booked by 17...... so oncea gain i thought, screw this i'm going back to bed.... but first i suggested another airport... so she looked up a flight for htis eavening that was only overbooked by 1... and i said go for it.... so now... about 20 minutes ago... my mom checked it so we didnt end up driving an hour away for nothing... and found out that that plane got downsized too... and then... here's the cerry on top... mom looked at the one flight that i was supposed to get on first this morning... and lets see, it holds about 150 people, it was over booked to 170, aon only 120 got on, so i would have made the flight had I gone to the airport.... and i thought... this fucking blows... so, now... I get to try a flight that leaves at the same time as this mornings did... tomorrow morning... but! bonus... If i make that one, Laura (my stepmom) is going to pick me up, and i get to drop her off at work, and then i get the car... bout time... i hate the f-ing bus.... anyone who lives by me who wants to give me rides to and/or from school hit me up... kay, i'm getting off of here and posting this in LJ... mostly cause... I need something to do... I went out to the grocery store to kinda hit on the cute guy again, but when i got up there, the parking lot was empty and i thought 'why' and then it dawned on me... its not only sunday, its easter.... so i ended up not going in because I figured he wouldnt want to work a sunday with a broken coller bone, and he either went out of town for spring break or he wanted to spend easter with the fam... in other words, i kinda chickened out... agian... oh well... maybe i'll just drop the whole thing and the try again this summer after he's forgotten... life works in mysterious ways... so...we'll see.! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Break Me Shake Me ~ Savage Garden | | Security: | | | Time: | 10:59 pm | | Current Mood: | crushed |
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| I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known
But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known
So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
So your the kind that deals with the games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known
So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
SO WON'T YOU break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
He says, "I can help you, but what do you say?
Because it's not free baby, you have to pay."
You just keep me contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading
God don't you know I live with a ton of regret?
'Cause I used to move you in a way that you've never known
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...
Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
SO WON'T YOU break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Listen, baby
Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
You'll be, you'll be alone
Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me
Nothing much to say... I'm doing alreight I guess. I think I threw my back out of wack again, cause its really sore... Those of you whom I'm sending postcards to, I'll get the out A.S.A.P. I just really havent left the house... and I think tomorrow we're headed to North Carolina. So, I'll get some to you.
Cant stop thinking of Cale... I'm not dwelling... I've been trying to keep busy so I dont think so much, I've been doing pretty good, but, I have my moments. I'll be fine, I'm just taking my time.
I guess its coming up to time to start thinking about prom... I really dont want to, I know I'm going to follow the same pattern as I have for the past couple years of formal dances. Oh well, maybe it will be different... Quite honestly, I dont want to think about it. I'm not even sure if I really wanna go.
Okay, well, I'm going to stop complaining, and finish my movie... maybe the next entry will be more cheerful.
P.S. I went back to the G-Store to talk to that cute kid who broke his arm... tee hee. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Seperate Ways ~ Journey | | Security: | | | Time: | 11:43 am | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| well, I had a WHOLE nother entry writen up, but my comuter was being an ass and decided to disconcet from the internet, and then shut down every page i was working on. so, to sum it up... the local high school here(Michigan). put on a play and it sucked. i mean, our junior highs could have far surpassed what these guys did. Heck, with my little acting experience, and not the best vocals... I would land leads... yeah... that bad.
I went out and bought some books yesterday, almost ten of them. this is what i bought:
"3rd Degree" - James Patterson
"The Broker" - John Grisham
"Garden of Beasts" - Jeffery Deaver
"The Hanged Man's Song" - John Sandford
"Romeo and Juliet" - the Folger's edition to add to the collection
"Seduced by Moonlight" - Laurell K. Hamilton
"The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants" - Ann Brashares
"Net Force: Springboard" - Tom Clancy
and "Twisted" - Jeffery Deaver
meh, I really would have rather enjoyed buying some Irvine Welsh and George Carlin books, but, oddly they didnt have any.
I was at the grocery store yesterday... there was this kinda cute guy working with his arm in a sling (aparently he broke his coller bone snowboarding (one more reason to keep my from snowboarding)). but then it dawned on me. Meh, either the guy's Taken, interested in someone else, or Gay, just because there arent cute guys with good personalities left in the world. But I didnt totally shoot it down. we talked for a bit. just cause i was wasting time. In the end though, he reminded me of Caleb, and i got nervous, and kinda walked away (politely and stuff, really). I dont know what I'm gonna do.
Today we have planed... nothing. except i'm going to go to a couple of the little local shops... there's this REALLY cute bead shop that i like going to, so, i think i'm going to go there. other than that, i'm not really sure what else is going on. Maybe I'll sit down and start reading one of these books... or maybe i'll read them in Alphebetical order... who knows, we'll see. well, then, i'm going to get off of here for now. if something happens, or if i get bored enough, I'll update later. I think we're going to go rent movies, so, maybe that will give me something to talk about. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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